Things have been so dark in my life. Trying to make it in Poker and all it gets me is chronic brokeness. No friends. No family. My son living 800 miles away. Smoking like a train. I can feel my body slowly dying.
Something came over me today. To give life a chance. Maybe because I finally figured out what I've been doing wrong in Poker. I've come to the realization, I basically commit suicide at the poker table because of my personal life.
I have to give life a chance. The will to want to live. And it will reflect positively in other aspects of my being.